Wake up and don't do taxes

This morning I woke up early headed to my office to sit down for my quiet time. My computer is on my desk and I have recently been racking my brain over taxes. Instead of going to the Bible, I thought I would briefly check on my turbo tax, I was sucked in and there went my quiet time. am one of the few that gets excited to do taxes, or used to get excited. Maybe because every year I can expect a return. This year I started my own small business, I have put away more then enough to cover me for tax time. But my expectation, was I am going to get to keep most of what I saved. Cause com'on the government wont take 30% of my gross. But sure enough between both state and federal; I wanted a return and instead I'm getting... well this is a Christian blog and I wont publish those unkind words. But I am not too happy today. Here is the point though, I woke up this morning and instead of turning to my helper to establish a good foundation for my day. Instead doing what I know I should, I did want I thought I must. I thought I must solve this problem and figure taxes out first so then I will feel better. I didn't feel better! The more I dug into them, the more problems came up.So my day started with a real nice resentment against ol' uncle Sam. I did have a moment of realization when I was not being so kind to my wife because I was in fear over money. I have now gone to my father asked for his forgiveness, and Kelly too, and decided that from now on I must make God and the time I spend with him my priority, or it wont matter what the bank account says even if its doing great. I will not have the fulfillment I am seeking, but better yet when things don't work out the way I wanted them too. God can show me he had me and my problems in mind all along, and its all going to work out ok.